My mom is sick and bumming around the house in her cuddly grey house coat. So it's the 3 of us: me, mom and dad, in our housecoats under one roof. I just want xmas to end already. I don't know what I want for xmas. My brother asked me and I sounded cranky [the day I got my period] simply saying that I didn't care if he got me a t-shirt, that he could even give me the one I got him last year. He guiltily said that he did in fact wear his last year's gift t-shirt around the house. I assumed he angrily chucked it in a corner of his drawer and chalked it up as another crappy adult xmas gift. The only thing I could think of to have are gift cards or cash worth over $100 each. Another idea was that I'd hand my family blank cards, the ones you get from art stores, and have them create something that expressed our relationship or how much they loved me: something creative for once, otherwise not to get me a thing. Then I realized I'd have to do the same thing. Maybe I will!