[Wednesday, May. 28, 2003 @ 11:55 p.m.]
[ Chuffnutt & The City ]

I finally bought, Sex & The City today, season 4! Watching it on the bravo channel, I only see reruns of episodes I've got already. Anyway, I almost bought it yesterday elsewhere, but Wal-Mart has it for cheaper. I went there with my dad, and just as he scooped up a blue basket to shop for food, I made sure that he wasn't looking so I could sprint on over to the electronics department. It's not like I'm buying porn or anything, yet I didn't tell anyone, not even my friend Tanis, who's only got season 2.I love that show, really, I was watching disc one of season four, and there was an episode called, What's Sex Got To Do With It?. Miranda had replaced sex with chocolate, and as I laid on my bed, keeping the volume low because of their sex talk, I was wondering what I used to replace my sex life with, and of course, it was all over the TV screen in front of me! That, and Queer As Folk; groups of women and gays, both catagories that relate to me, talking about sex and/or doing it. These shows were my outlet, and that was fine by me. I'm just sitting on my desires, repressing it all in. The thing about repressing sex, is that it wants to burst out of you like a bat out of hell. When I was at the video store the other day, and stood next to the lesbian foursome, I wanted to burst all over them. Keeping my inner dog on it's repressed leash was only making it lurch with more vigor. I sometimes forget how repressed I am, but I'm sometimes in denial about it. Hell, my family is more conservative than I, so I'm the circus freak in comparison.

I wish I were having more wet dreams though.


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