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I arrived early for my audition at the Prairie Theatre Exchange yesterday, waiting around, eager to do my 3 monologues! I decided to do one average length one and 2 short ones; one of the short ones being a classic & the other short one from "Witches of Eastwick". The Artistic Director and Director were both nice and friendly, and I felt I did my pieces pretty good. I remembered to take my time with them, not rush the monologues like I have a habit of doing. I just wanted to go in with the right mind set. I don't know if I'll hear from them; I got a call from Fantasy Theatre to read "The Princess & The Pea", and I figure I could go and get a part. Do I want non-paying gigs that I can easily get, or do I want to make a living from acting and go for the big projects? I hate worrying about how good or bad I do, but it does cloud my thinking and concentration. How long is my life going to go on like this? Will I ever get a break? Have I fulfilled half of what I've desired? I question and doubt everything in my life. Someday the shackles will fall off, and I'll still be scared yet work through the fear. I didn't go to my radio audition today. I used the excuse that the weather looked gloomy out, but really I didn't feel like it. Why? Well, I must be coming down from yesterday's audition, and since I've been on numerous ones, I hardly get a big break. It gets depressing after awhile, but to quit and do something else is even more depressing. I've tried that. Something will happen soon. While Soaking in Lavendar... - Saturday, Apr. 06, 2019 He Reminded Me of An Incident Years Ago - Monday, Feb. 04, 2019 My Rose-Coloured Glasses are Smashed & I Don’t Want Them Anymore - Sunday, Feb. 03, 2019 It’s Been Awhile - Saturday, Feb. 02, 2019 I Never Needed You. - Thursday, Nov. 27, 2014
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