[Thursday, Dec. 09, 2010 @ 5:25 a.m.]
[ Gloomy & Heart-Broken ]

I'm heart-broken.
My daddy died last Wednesday.
I loved him so much!
I'll miss him oh so much!
My heart won't heal from his loss.
The funeral is next week.
His brothers and sisters are coming out to attend.
Many of them I've never met but one or two I have.
His biological daughter will only be here for a few days then zip on back home by plane.
I wished she were more likable.
I'm in pain.
Dad, I loved you very much, especially near the end when you were more lovable and less intimidating. You'll never know how much we loved you because you didn't feel worthy. Believe me, you were loved more than you'll ever know and we'll still love you beyond our lives on this planet.
I'm crying inside but going about my day like it were any other, except you're gone, daddy. No day is ordinary anymore.
You'll never come back.
I hope the images, thoughts and sounds in your mind were wonderful ones that escorted you off this life.
Good-bye, Daddy.
R.I.P.

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