Out of this job, out of this tedium, out of the life I'm leading right now and find what satisfies me. I'm hoping to run away with a drag king troupe to get out of here. No, there isn't one that I have in mind, but it's one of my fantasies.

I've been trying to deny it, but I hate Winnipeg. Well, I hate my life in Winnipeg. I was hating Vanocouver for a while, but now.....I'm just anxious. I must take action in changing my life if I want happiness. Sheesh! Finding happiness is like chasing a carrot on a stick, and I'm sick of feeling like a jackass!

Yesterday I was surfing the internet and discovered the Screen Actor's Guild website. I envisioned attending the New York Academy and just getting out of here. I'm just so frustrated but I have my job to release some energy, or else I'd be snapping at my family members. Well, I do anyway whenever the job gets stressful.

Speaking of which, I have to get ready to go and slug away at the cash register, smiling at customers and taking their orders.

Someday, I won't be here. Someday I'll be in a happier place momentarily then relish it after when my life gets crappy again. We all do that, eh?