The thing that gets me is, it was the only lesbian group I socialized with, and it was over the internet. I repress my lesbian desires a much as possible at home, and I haven't painted the town purple, or even gotten laid, and now this. I use to go there and post my thoughts and feelings about sexual issues, even revealed some personal things, and now they've gone and renovated and alienated me: I feel downsized. I was away for a while, from the group, but not for too long to have my name taken off. I just needed to write this here, instead of adding to the numerous letters of discontent the moderator is already receiving.