[Wednesday, Mar. 24, 2004 @ 11:29 a.m.]
[ He Smiled at Me! ]

That Ralph Fiennes still lingers in my brain. I feel like such a bad lesbian, but then again, I don't believe in 100% anything. I've always believed that you can fantasize about anyone you want, no matter your sexual preference, especially if the person doesn't fit yours.

All day yesterday, I was frustrated at arriving late on set because the directions drove my parents and I crazy. When I got on the bus, RF was looking at me. I didn't look back because I assumed he was angry at me for holding up production. Anyway, my hair attracts attention and I assumed that was why he was looking at me. He's so quiet and polite too. Anyway, at the end of the last day, I caught his gaze and he smiled at me. I smiled back, but I looked away. I became bashful. It's exciting when a celebrity looks and smiles at you. I even tried fantasizing about him, but that only lasted so long before Angelina Jolie interrupted my brain. Mmmm.........

Anyway, I was worried I'd be working today at Wendy's because two of my schedules contradicted the dates. I phoned my boss and at first he didn't know who I was, but I guess they were so busy he had a brain-fart. It took him mere seconds before he remembered. He checked my schedule and I don't come in until tomorrow. I was so relieved to have a day of rest.

To sum up: I'm not in love with Ralph Fiennes and I get to chill out today.

[I had a weird dream. There was a haunted house I entered with weird roommates. I also received a laptop computer from my mom as a gift and I couldn't help feel liberated to log onto yahoo!messenger. There was the late Dave Thomas talking about the Kobe Bryant case with such disgust, discrediting the victim. When I awoke, it was a debate on tv with one man and two women and the guy happened to sound like Dave Thomas. I had to switch the channel just to prevent that asshole from triggering me, but I couldn't get his vile words/opinions out of my head. I don't want to go on about it here. That's all I can say about that subject.]


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