[Tuesday, Mar. 01, 2005 @ 11:18 p.m.]
[ "She's Come Undone" ~ The Guess Who ]

I have an opportunity to work at a gay bar. I keep tossing around the pro's and con's of working there. Living under my parents roof and not being out to one of them is a definite con. It might be less painful coming out to other people whom I fear a bad reaction from. Being surrounded by other lesbians is a definite plus, since I already feel so deprived. I can imagine working there while couch surfing after being booted out of the house by my bigoted dad, surviving completely on my own. Also, I don't want to work at Wendy's forever. I have numerous complaints about working there, eventhough I also like working there. I just feel I'm in a rut and I feel too afraid of change right now.
I'm stuck in my own hell. Must instick myself somehow.

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