[August 29th, 2008 friday @ 7:59am]
[ Needs not met, pornography not working. ]

I'm romantically defeated and deprived of lesbian needs. If i weren't so closeted i would be getting laid by so many wrong people by now. It's even worse getting laid by the wrong man, but for me every man is wrong for me. I want another atheist vegan who is creative. I can do without the creative maybe. I can think of only one vegan i have had sex with and that was eleven years ago. Porn can only satisfy me to a tiny degree these days and tending to my neglected parts gets dull. I keep thinking that something will surprise me in the best way. I hate the idea of never having lesbian sex ever again. I can go without straight sex for this long. A massage is a lame way of getting the human touch. I'll find a way.

While Soaking in Lavendar... - Saturday, Apr. 06, 2019

He Reminded Me of An Incident Years Ago - Monday, Feb. 04, 2019

My Rose-Coloured Glasses are Smashed & I Don’t Want Them Anymore - Sunday, Feb. 03, 2019

It’s Been Awhile - Saturday, Feb. 02, 2019

I Never Needed You. - Thursday, Nov. 27, 2014




[newest] [older entries][profile][design] [diaryland]