I'm not good at expressing my anger, my feelings in general, in public. My anger has been rising and sometimes I want it to unleash so I can feel some release.
What a shitty week! Shittiest thing is, the weather is beautiful outside and my mood has clouded over its enjoyment. When the rehearsal was a bust, I tried to eat the rest of my vegan "cheese" cake, but I just felt the anger build. At our last rehearsal, I requested that the director arrive 15 minutes earlier because that's the law of the theatre, but not only was he not there, but the other performer and I waited for 30 minutes. As I told the other guy, "If he hasn't arrived in half an hour, he's not coming", so he took my cell number down in case I needed contacting. The funny thing about this guy is, when I shared my dessert with him, as was my intention to share with the rest of the group, he drops the he has a girlfriend. I ignore this. I wasn't going to attack him or hit on him. It's like if I said I was a lesbian, he'd have taken offence knowing I was telling him to back off. I'm PMS'ing today, so this is responsible for my anger, but I don't care. I wish I were more of a bitch! While Soaking in Lavendar... - Saturday, Apr. 06, 2019 He Reminded Me of An Incident Years Ago - Monday, Feb. 04, 2019 My Rose-Coloured Glasses are Smashed & I Don’t Want Them Anymore - Sunday, Feb. 03, 2019 It’s Been Awhile - Saturday, Feb. 02, 2019 I Never Needed You. - Thursday, Nov. 27, 2014
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