[Friday, Dec. 26, 2008 @ 12:23 a.m.]
[ "You Know That I'm No Good" ~ Amy Winehouse (Unsent Letter #1)
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Dear D.O.I like you, eventhough you're a man. I've been with men before and liked it. I've been with women before and loved it more than being with men. I've gone a few years of failing to find true love and feel defeated. My last entanglement was with a man who wanted something very casual, so as a result, I've gotten myself into something I didn't really want, but tolerated for delusion's sake; I wanted to be with someone and he was the only fish biting. I wished he were a woman instead, as much as it hurt to be humiliated by him. You're a wonderful guy, but if you were a woman with either vegan or atheist or both tendencies, you'd be perfect. Well, chemistry is a factor. Creativity also. I find myself attracted to you though, mainly because we've spent some time together. The second last guy I tried dating was also kind, but that fizzled out too. I fear you and I will either fizzle out or get the sex out of the way and have things get weird on us, and I don't want to block you from Facebook. I hope nothing romantic or sexual developes between us, but if it does, then I'm sorry for what'll happen afterwards. I get attached to people I have sex with, and whatever your goals are, I'll mangle them like a tangled spider web. I'm bad luck, I'm toxic. I'm no good for you. You'll find out.
While Soaking in Lavendar... - Saturday, Apr. 06, 2019 He Reminded Me of An Incident Years Ago - Monday, Feb. 04, 2019 My Rose-Coloured Glasses are Smashed & I Don’t Want Them Anymore - Sunday, Feb. 03, 2019 It’s Been Awhile - Saturday, Feb. 02, 2019 I Never Needed You. - Thursday, Nov. 27, 2014
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